Wednesday, July 19, 2006

To control or not to control...

Why is it that once I get something the way I want it, I can't just be happy?

Am I going to fight myself my entire life?

I'm not talking life altering experiences here but they seem to be at the time. Is the world really going to end right now if the dishes aren't done when I want them done or the garbage isn't emptied as soon as it's full?

NO! (disclaimer--it's not likely to anyway).

but I make myself crazy thinking that it will.

I really need to become more like my aunt who is Buddhist and has a better life than I ever will.

I am certainly not going to be at peace with much until I'm at peace with myself, I guess.


In the meantime...here's a nice picture to calm the mind...

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